It’s not fair. Some people can control their emotions so well. Whereas I have too many emotions and can’t control them. Ugh. I also have no self control, I can’t ever discipline or train myself to drop a bad habit.
Lately, as I have been getting sleepier and tend to doze off more often, would seriously be reciting acronyms in my head (unconsciously). SVD. VBAC. DVT. PPH. IUGR. PPD. ROM. omg. It’s crazy, I think OB has a really great effect on me.
I know I shouldn’t be drinking (from concentrate) fruit juices, because of the sugar, but it’s so convenient. I’ve been getting lazy, and I can’t really make breakfast in the morning. I just grab prepackaged food… which is so bad. Ugh. Well since the sugar content is so high, I hope that I will just have enough energy LMAO (typing this at 5:28 AM). Actually, I still make my spinach smoothies, so at least that’s one thing not prepackaged. Oh and my fruits/veggies. Why is this important to me? I don’t know LOL. Maybe cause I’m so unfit, everything I eat will show on my body. Really need to work out over the break ._.
edit: I got to see a section today!!! It was so fast, and it is totally different than a normal delivery. Gah! I got my wish, I got to see one of each :)
2:56 pm • 11 December 2013
So… I GOT TO SEE A DELIVERY TODAY. It made me so happy and the baby was just so adorable. I didn’t cry cause it went by so so so quickly!!!
I was so nervous for my presentation too, but I got it over with thank goodness :)
I am typing this as I am on the bus lol, it takes well over an hour to get home from this clinical placement. u_u
I’m excited to eat and sleep. My life is so eventful LMAO.
edit: Ohh, I got my essay back. I did well TwT I thought I would fail or something, well not really but like, I didn’t think I would do as well as I did. *ramble ramble* I am not making sense right now, I can barely make a sentence sound coherent. wtf. I don’t know how to describe my mood right now. ???? I should start stuDYING.
3:39 pm • 10 December 2013
This year went by so quickly. It’s crazy. It’s not even the new year yet, but man… where did the time go?
Working on case study. Please let me finish by 12 so I can get 4.5 hours of sleep LOL.
L&D tomorrow + presentation. After tomorrow I can come home and rest omg, how nice.
Craving peppermint hot chocolate.
7:56 pm • 9 December 2013
It’s so cold here, but it’s suppose to warm up next week u_u
I finished my essay yesterday and handed it in 30 minutes before it was due, omg. I’m so thankful my instructor extended the due date
Oh, I was late for sim lab yesterday. omg. I can’t and will never live it down, thank goodness for nice lab tutors and friends T___T gah, will I ever learn from my mistakes? I need to set up 5 alarms… I swear I will be dying next week from needing to wake up at 0400.
I started PP this week, omg so many cute babies, jsdhfjsdgfjk and on tuesday I start L&D. T___T sjagfjafhasj so excited! It’s an awesome way to end this term :3
I’ve decided that for this final I wanna try studying at school with Mish. At home I get distracted *cough tumblr* so yeah, if I study with other nursing friends I still get distracted… even though it’s probably better to learn with them. I like to study in silence but it’s cray at home (asian family ._.) We’ll see~
Currently working on ENP and listening to good music ♡♡ ahhhh, I don’t want the weekend to be over TT
4:02 pm • 7 December 2013
Hm, working on my essay. I should have done this a week earlier but I was too stressed out lmao.
sakjdhsjkfash I need to finish it soon. I’m scared for sim lab on friday as well.
oh, you know how I said I would bruise after I fell on the ice? I did.
ugh, I now i have two huge bruises. left from the bus and right from falling. why am I such a klutz? ._.
Oh, watched Catching Fire today, it was freaking amazing.
Mish and I also made banana blueberry muffins, which were delish.
Okay back to work now~ *cries*
9:51 pm • 3 December 2013
Tired, tired, tired.
Last day of community tomorrow before OB starts~
Really starting to listen to more edm, it’s awesome… but I get too into it so I can’t work/study LMAO. OTL
I will finish half of my essay before I sleep. I will. ;-;
11:37 pm • 1 December 2013
So yesterday was Black Friday, I didn’t do any Black Friday shopping LMAO. It’s cray. And plus I didn’t have any time to shop anyways.
I found out that I grew 1 cm since last year (during lab hehe)! I’m 156cm now, which makes me 5’1 and a half :3 still a shortie but it makes me happy to know that I grew!
Some guy on the bus hit my knee really hard when he pulled the seat down. Omg I now have a nasty bruise ._.
Went to Myon and Shane 54 last night too. It was pretty awesome, though my throat hurts a bit now. I wish I could make certain people come together and fall in love or something. I want that power LOL. WAIT ain’t that Cupid? Yes I want to be the Greek mythology version please. It’s nice to see people happy and in love. *cough* was trying to push a certain pair of people together more.
Today I slipped on the ice and it was the most interesting/embarrassing thing ever. I was walking and then one foot went sideways and then so did the other foot shortly after. It looked like a dance lol. I thought I could make it… nope. I fell on my side. Ugh, knowing me I will bruise. I’m lucky it’s winter, I don’t have to show my bare legs u_u
I also got to see my family (mom’s side), it was my cousin’s “full month” and I haven’t seen that side of the family in ages. Ah, it was nice to see and talk to them again ^^
Ah, essay. That’s all on my mind right now. omg.
12:18 am • 1 December 2013
Today was a whirlwind, I think. Quickest project I’ve ever done. *proud of my team members*
I’m physically tired lmao, I feel like I’m getting fat too huhuhuhu u_u
Tomorrow is going to be about gluttony. Oh lord.
Maybe after I’m done my essay over the weekend, I can exercise? eh? maybe. *teaches public about healthy eating & physical activity yet doesn’t do it* Booo hypocrite!
Oh omg, I was making a powerpoint for funsies to show Mish LMAO. It was called “Reasons Why I Like Pink”. Okay yup I need sleep.
12:56 am • 29 November 2013
Ah, I can do this. I can pull through! Last presentation for community, and then a small one for OB.
12:54 am • 26 November 2013